One Day I'll Fly Away, Leave All This To Yesterday....

ok so it's been a while since i last blogged but hey ive been sick and also got exams (not that i care so much about them anyway) so gimmie a break.
and im not in that good a mood either, so stop here if you dont want to read a blog filled with winging and ranting.
so the last "adventure" i had was my birthday weekend. well i got back to school got a cold, listened to teachers go on about exams have 2 days off, go back listen to more teachers go on about exams and then spend time at home....exciting isnt it?

well saturday was miss amy's surprise party and bugger off party which me and my friends organised. she enjoyed it, i love her, marija and me were being slutty whores, (i love this girl =]) and people stared at me and my mgb singing in italian, perdono ftw.
channy made her a penis cake (surprise lol) and brad lap danced amy....dirtyy whore.

sunday was spent sunbaking and studying...exciting again ey?.

then monday began the preliminary examinations.....visual arts first off, the subject where i can say anything and get marks as long as im able to back up what im saying, then the stupid english exam which i more than likely FAILED.
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL

then came the fun part of the day.
work
work gives me money
work also annoys me
but when i work with the people i do
work is the best place i could be.
judy, sam, jade, jarrod, lisa, these guys make a tuesday night fun (Y)
from cheese and pepper mayo tortillas to "accidently" making the wrong drink, just so we get to drink them. each moment at work is sooo much fun.
but the best moment from work has to be judy's kfc bun sized racks and my burger bun racks. we love each others racks =]
oh yes and my wonderful burn marks from the deep fryers, i got so many, my manager told me to stay away from the deep fryers.

i had wednsday off so mum decided to take everyone to yum cha. yum much?
and i came home only to get changed and back out to penrith for skating.

I LOVE MY COACH

she always makes me feel better and is always there if i need her. i never wanna change my coach she's too awesome to lose.

so i started my artistic program today, sparkling diamonds from moulin rouge, and we are only into the into and im already blowing kisses to the crowd and judges and shaking my boobs for skating mums....hmmm.
but none the less this will be my favourtite program. i only need to find a corset dress, which mums taking me to newtown to find one which will probly be worn to death by the time the comp comes around.

only 1 more week of exams then its ryan and vitchets party, which im excited about cause it means i can let my hair down and have some fun, and also show a more confident me =].
plus ryan has a hot mum that loves me, so even better =]

and vitchets 18th, i needa find somthing to wear, black and white, i got an idea in mind but i dont know where to find everything.

so the dreaded music aural exam is 2morrow and tbh i dont care if i fail or pass because the performance is worth more.

lately though people have been asking me what i wanna do when i finish school, so like a dickhead i tell them my dreams and my goals in life, and then i get shut down and told that i'll never become anything great and honestly im sick of it. why bother asking if your just gonna tell me im not good enough!. im moving away from here anyway and leaving everything behind me. i will become what i want whether you think its a good idea or not.

oh and before i go theres a certain someone who i know doesnt read my blog but i need to say it anyway. i wasted one year on you and now you want me?....HA! keep dreaming lily expresses the right words for how i feel about you now!

I don't wanna hurt you
'cause I don't think it's a virtue,
but you and I have come to our end.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.

And please can you stop calling
'cause it's getting really boring
and I've told you I don't want to be friends.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.

I can see how it's confusing
It could be considered using when I call you up
Straight out of the blue
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do
Now I know you feel betrayed
but it's been a week since I got laid.
This doesn't mean that I don't think you're a fool
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I know it's rather ugly 'cause I know that you still love me
and this isn't any kind of excuse
but I don't love you
I don't love you.