Voulez-vous Coucher Avec Moi Ce Soir?

I hate renaissance music...WITH A PASSION!....honestly the worst movement in music history....

baroque wins the best movement in classical music by far, but noooo that was the next movement so i cant sing anything from that...
anyways...the day started out with me wanting to get up and study a bit more before my exam, that failed, i slept through my alarm, waking up at 10....i was meeting amy at school at 11....so i got dressed, studied a bit and went out to find mum and rob were still asleep. shit. so allen said he'd take me....so i got in the car, no petrol. hoped in another and it worked, but then we got to the gate and of course the gate had tripped out. i was stuck in the house. clock slowly ticking away...so pop turned up and thank god he did, so he took me and i made it to school with 30 minutes to spare till my exam...i was gonna spend this time studying, but i saw amy, channy and ben, and me channy and ben went for a walk....next!
so my music aural exam was an EPIC fail (Y) but it only counts towards 30% of my final mark....so i gotta make it count 2morrow, which brings me to 2morrow...
Music Performance.
so the line-up is as follows
get to school early to practise with amy
perform the following

• Small ensemble piece-this love by maroon 5
• Renaissance peice- greensleeves
• Film and Tv- One day i'll fly away-moulin rouge

im looking forward to the last one particuarly (Y) only because of my obsession with moulin rouge atm...i never really had a movie that has inspired me to do somthing with my life, but i think ive finally found one....

So 2morrow is my last exam for the week. looking forward to a weekend of studying...yay.. but it will all pay off when they are finished, only because next wednesday mum is taking me to get fitted for a corset dress (Y), 3 days off then holidays (Y), Black Eyed Peas concert friday night(Y), vitchets 18th (Y) then ryans the following week (Y) oh and of course going to the city with Amy to allens music to find a peice for us to perform at MADD night.

looking forward to the 2 parties if i havent already said. but this time i intend to act a little more ummm not the way i acted last time?...hopefully...this promise to myself will probly be broken though. still cant look some people in the eye. *shakes head*

i hope this weekend is a nice hot sunny one...i feel like tanning outside again while studying of course.

but hmm MADD night....i think im regretting giving into kelly and agreeing to perform. i dont know what to sing, i cant sing what i normally sing, i wont be seen as a normal person then...well im not seen as normal now but anyway continuing past that. if anyone has any sugesstions, i would take them into consideration.

so it's 9:41 and i should be going to bed, but im not tired....so im gonna write a little more....

but i dont know what im going to write about....hmmm

well my costume ideas for artistic...that seems good....well this is the main reason im getting the corset, but im not gonna pay that much money for a corset and not use it again soooooooo i will probly wear it to death by the end of the year =D im excited about getting a corset, ive always wanted one...i somewhat like that hourglass figure made by corsets...i'd love to have one...just not tiny tiny tiny....i nice decent sized waist i think.

but i probly wont get the waist i want...i can still dream though cant i?

and honestly this internet is pissing me off because its soooo slow atm....-_-' like very slow!

welll i got nothing else to say...

soo um yea

PEACE!

xoxox

One Day I'll Fly Away, Leave All This To Yesterday....

ok so it's been a while since i last blogged but hey ive been sick and also got exams (not that i care so much about them anyway) so gimmie a break.
and im not in that good a mood either, so stop here if you dont want to read a blog filled with winging and ranting.
so the last "adventure" i had was my birthday weekend. well i got back to school got a cold, listened to teachers go on about exams have 2 days off, go back listen to more teachers go on about exams and then spend time at home....exciting isnt it?

well saturday was miss amy's surprise party and bugger off party which me and my friends organised. she enjoyed it, i love her, marija and me were being slutty whores, (i love this girl =]) and people stared at me and my mgb singing in italian, perdono ftw.
channy made her a penis cake (surprise lol) and brad lap danced amy....dirtyy whore.

sunday was spent sunbaking and studying...exciting again ey?.

then monday began the preliminary examinations.....visual arts first off, the subject where i can say anything and get marks as long as im able to back up what im saying, then the stupid english exam which i more than likely FAILED.
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL

then came the fun part of the day.
work
work gives me money
work also annoys me
but when i work with the people i do
work is the best place i could be.
judy, sam, jade, jarrod, lisa, these guys make a tuesday night fun (Y)
from cheese and pepper mayo tortillas to "accidently" making the wrong drink, just so we get to drink them. each moment at work is sooo much fun.
but the best moment from work has to be judy's kfc bun sized racks and my burger bun racks. we love each others racks =]
oh yes and my wonderful burn marks from the deep fryers, i got so many, my manager told me to stay away from the deep fryers.

i had wednsday off so mum decided to take everyone to yum cha. yum much?
and i came home only to get changed and back out to penrith for skating.

I LOVE MY COACH

she always makes me feel better and is always there if i need her. i never wanna change my coach she's too awesome to lose.

so i started my artistic program today, sparkling diamonds from moulin rouge, and we are only into the into and im already blowing kisses to the crowd and judges and shaking my boobs for skating mums....hmmm.
but none the less this will be my favourtite program. i only need to find a corset dress, which mums taking me to newtown to find one which will probly be worn to death by the time the comp comes around.

only 1 more week of exams then its ryan and vitchets party, which im excited about cause it means i can let my hair down and have some fun, and also show a more confident me =].
plus ryan has a hot mum that loves me, so even better =]

and vitchets 18th, i needa find somthing to wear, black and white, i got an idea in mind but i dont know where to find everything.

so the dreaded music aural exam is 2morrow and tbh i dont care if i fail or pass because the performance is worth more.

lately though people have been asking me what i wanna do when i finish school, so like a dickhead i tell them my dreams and my goals in life, and then i get shut down and told that i'll never become anything great and honestly im sick of it. why bother asking if your just gonna tell me im not good enough!. im moving away from here anyway and leaving everything behind me. i will become what i want whether you think its a good idea or not.

oh and before i go theres a certain someone who i know doesnt read my blog but i need to say it anyway. i wasted one year on you and now you want me?....HA! keep dreaming lily expresses the right words for how i feel about you now!

I don't wanna hurt you
'cause I don't think it's a virtue,
but you and I have come to our end.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.

And please can you stop calling
'cause it's getting really boring
and I've told you I don't want to be friends.
Believe me when I tell you that I never want to see you again.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.

I can see how it's confusing
It could be considered using when I call you up
Straight out of the blue
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do
Now I know you feel betrayed
but it's been a week since I got laid.
This doesn't mean that I don't think you're a fool
But I don't understand what else a girl in my positions' to do.

How on earth could I be anymore obvious?
It never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us.
I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after,
but it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate.
It just makes it harder.
I know it's rather ugly 'cause I know that you still love me
and this isn't any kind of excuse
but I don't love you
I don't love you.

Dieci Cento Mille Mani Che Si Alzano Poi Si Muovono Quante Sono Non Lo So

so i promised myself that i would keep this thing daily....FAIL!...haha well after you hear my day that happened yesterday you will probly relise why i didnt bother to write one!....anyways starting all the way back from yesterday...

Saturday September 12th

ok so today my routine changed a little, i woke up at 6 this morning...idk y but i just did...then fell back asleep to be woken 1 hours later by helen so we could go and get ready for my party that day...so car was packed and it was time to head down to the park to reserve a spot....i ended up getting the biggest shelter in the park (Y) and decorated with heaps of balloons and streamer...i could even see it from the road..haha lol continuing...i ended up having to climb onto tables and railings in a skirt to hang up these things and im sure the guys in the lower shelter were watching me as well...so after everything was set up helen said she would stay and mind it while i went home to change, ice the cupcakes, get the food, straighten my hair, cut the salad and be back there all within an hour....man i am good (Y)...still carmen beat me there....so she helped me to carry the stuff up to the shelter and finish the last bit of setting up while the other guys came....*this starts ryans journey to the park* so everyone arrives and the party finally starts and everyone is getting hyped up on sugar (Y)....people talking, dancing and lauging the best way to start off the a party....soon the poles were discovered and brad was quickly climbing them and sliding down...what a stripper hahah..and trying to teach marija who kept slipping off it anyways....anyways ryan has now been calling emmas phone without her picking up. FAIL. party continues and soon my MGB arrives just after we had started cooking the BBQ....during this time marija pulls out onion, capsicum and tomato's...what a wog!..oh and of course her apron she bought...

...haha!...so the bbq was cooking and suddenly a cake fight breaks out...i had a penis drawn on my back with icing, jessicas top had turned brown and there was cake everywhere....thank you nina for cleaning it off me...so bbq continues and everyone was running around having a good time when ryan calls...

"im at the park where are you guys"

*explains where we are*
"i dont see you guys...."
"ryan which park are you at?"

"the one in cecil hills just up from the school" "ryan wrong park"
"FUCK NATALIE!!!"

*end convo*

soo he started walking again to the park...

meanwhile bbq is cooked and everyone is eating and still laughing =) then after lunch people started to go and tan while the bbq was trying to get cleaned....soft drink worked really well as well...just not coke... so the bbq got cleaned and people got back to talking...and brad swung on a pole...when marija decided to take a drink from her bottle...i tipped it on her thus starting the 3 hour water fight....phones were soon thrown in bags or used as defence weapons during the water fight and people grabbed the nearest cups, bottles and ballons that could be used to throw water at people... heres pretty much how it went...oh but first *insert ryans convo here*

"im at the quix"

"keep going straight"

*insert marija's EPIC stack here* yes she fell about this time because by me chasing her on the metal...she survived with a cut and bruised ass....
*ryans next call*

"where are you guys?"

"inside"

*walks around inside*

"i cant see you guys"

"which side are you on?"

"the side that says western sydney regional park"

"Wrong side!...*in background "this is the second biggest park in the southern hemisphere"

"shit"

so the water fight continues and keeps going till finally 1 hour later ryan comes walking in...marija and shannon went and met him at the gate and gave him a drink while me and emma run down to meet him and thrown water on him poor guy had been walking since 11:00 and it was now 1:30....so he joined the party and soon the party was complete....and the water fight continued...haha...so the water fight was drawing to a close and people were now tanning to dry off...soon vitchet had to leave so i decided to have the cake...a nice caramel mud cake too....so anyways the normal routine *sing happy birthday horray etc*....and now a new tradition....pour water on me just as im about to blow out the candles blow out the candles the shove cupcake into my face and down my arms....chocolate facial FTW! (Y)....

so the water started again...but was over quickly...so vitchet left and then channy brad and ryan decided to go on a bushwalk to find and "aboriginal nature grenade" and " an aboriginal fighting stick"....so when the returned to find shannon and courtney had disapeared...i started to take down the decorations and clean up...this is the time when the guys decided to play limbo and see how high brad can jump.....brad can limbo low and so can marija...and brad can jump over a height taller than amy...soon people started to leave and then the time was spent listening to songs from the past e.g spice girls and bringing back the old days (Y) haha so many songs i still remember the words too!...while brad pole danced more and more...like i said...stripper...so the mentors showed up and finished cleaning while i thought it would be a good idea to roll down the hill with everyone else....my good idea soon backfired and i became itchy VERY fast....so then it was time to go home while the others stayed and went to the other side to play some more...soo i got home, unpacked the car and headed straight in for a shower to try and stop my itching and also to wash the cake out of my hair which i had washed on friday night...so i got out of the shower and opened my presents....which i say i fell in love with all of them...playboy bunny necklace from ryan (which im wearing as we speak =D )...a gorgeous black necklace from vitchet, a black handbag from veronica, a gorgeous gold handbag from amy followed by a soap cupcake style from amy followed by a gorgeous keyring from amy....and of course the money =D...thank you guys soooo much i love it all!

anyways...while opening my presents matthew dragoslav calls me asking me about what was happening and what was i wearing...turns out he didnt like the skirt i was wearing...but i wore it anyway...but he now has permission to burn it... so i continued to get ready and blah blah blah the normal stuff so i was ready to go waiting for my grandfather to show....he came late but at least i was ready...so it was time for my next party...my sisters dinner she had organised for me...so there was the courtney paul pop nancy the endycotts, the andersons and isabelle and john. so it was chinese....yumm!...and simon offered me a drink...YUMM!!!...but i couldnt have it cause courtney was there so i stuck with my coke. so matthew gave me the other part of my present...the card...which also has gemma on it (Y)...and the msg of course made me a little teary eyed...i dont think he saw though...

*change topic*

....ok so youve heard me talk about this matthew dragoslav guy for while now and you will hear his name quite often......and if you dont know this guy is my best friend...each day passes and im lucky that i have him he done so much for me, probly even helped me without knowing it but i will never forget that night you stayed by my side and didnt leave me for a second, and even though he puts up with alot from me yet he still is as great (if not greater) than the first day i met him...he is my rock, he is like a brother and he means the world to me and i would do anything for him!....and without him my life would be really boring and i probly wouldnt be the person i am today.

*ok back on topic now*

so after i read the card with gemma on it i opened the present to find a picture of us two from the city earlier that year that he had framed and is now sitting next to my bed with the other one, and of course the earings.

the pandora earings.

the gorgeous pandora earings.

my lovely gorgeous new pandora earings.

i love them to bits and had to wear them the next day and i still have them on. (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

did i mention how gorgeous they were and how much i love them?

so i fell in love with the earings but the had to put them away =( and opened my next present from my sister...a gift card (Y) and of course the wonderful msg inside "dear Kirra (bum) you will recieve a very dumb birthday card from an incredibly nice relative have a great one love paul, courtney and jazz" only from my sister....so from the andersons i got a nicer card =P and another gift voucher and from the endycotts i got tickets to the broadway show ive been dying to see for AGES now "Wicked" I love it and cant wait to go see it... p.s keep november 7the free =D

so we all ate talked and laughed and hen it was time to go home, me and courtney reliseing we had no way of getting in the house. so pop gave us his remote and soon we were off home...to find that between dinner and home courtney had lost the remote -_-'. GREAT COURTS haha. i ended up fitting through the gate and finding an open door to get into to open the gate for courtney. so it wasnt long after this i went to bed EXHAUSTED.

End September 12th

Begin September 13th

So courtney came and woke me up this morning so i could go over the andersons for lunch =). this was made up of me still teasing micheal about eating my noodles before and watching cars go around a track, talking to dean about school, playing with my little nephew from another species Jazz watching kieran and the boys play darts while tanning in the sun and talking to people i hadnt seen for YONKS!.

so i got to see Rob go on his birthday present a harley davidson ride in the morning. this is where i first saw my jazzy boy!....for those who dont know this is jazz my sister and her bf's dog, he is adorable and sooo cuddly =)

so anyways i played with him for a while, ate a bit tanned some more talked to dean about his MP and soon after that Tom shows up to see courtney and paul so we talked for a little bit more and then i was surprised my Mary-anne and the andersons with a cake along with Adam. Chocolate sponge cake FTW ()Y

so after eating MORE cake and deserts i decided it was time to go home and finish off some essays i needed to write. so courtney being the awesome sister she is bought me home to do my work.

so i got home said hello to the mentors and the randoms i didnt know they had bought home and then went in my room to find my computer had restarted and wouldnt turn back on. i chucked a hissy fit as i had 3 essays on there due 2morrow that i really couldnt be botherd re writing so i rang josh and he told me that my computer had crashed and had lost all my work. didnt help my situation and i started stressing and yelling. eventually i calmed myself down and started to re write them only to find that 1 finished essay later my computer decided to re work and i hadnt lost all my work. thank god for that!

so my night has been spent concluding essays and de stressing my self. and hey! this has been one blog where i havent winged about exams either....1 week left though...better get cracking! haha. well i think thats about it so till 2morrow

(still trying to find somthing to write here)

xoxo

KirRawr

I Dont Know Much About Clothes But My Hair Looks Fierce..

so ive had this thing for 3 days and ive kepts up so far...will i continue..eh who knows....yes well the day started normally, wake up singing while doing hair and listening to the news...only way to start my day...the 5 minute convo followed by the near miss car accident...and then finally la scuola..i was one of the first people there today (big surpirse) and was greated by carmen, jacque and bernadette screaming at me from across the quad...soon it was roll call, i met up with christina here and started talking about her ring that i had stolen from the day before...the very same ring that she had shoved up her nose when being bored...i hoped this was the only place she has shoved it..haha lol anyways...roll call was spent bitching about art essays and hw that had yet again not been done...surprise surprise...well we all know how my prelims are going to turn out....then started the chat about my partay 2morrow at the park and what to wear...hmm still have no clue...continuing..first up was textiles...now textiles is a subject you love to hate the theory..hence the status on facebook "Just got in textiles and already wants to leave." now prac side of things i love with a passion...learning about sweatshops jst doesnt appeal to me THAT much!....so the long lesson of textiles ended and it was time for a jersey commitie meeting....that lasted about 5 mins...so that was a little waste of time there...but recess consited of my friends trying to plan wht they would bring tomorrow for my party...telling the guys this was my party and i had most of the stuff already..but they didnt listen...hmmm anyways bell rings and it was english time...spent reading some gay incest story on veronica's phone...man that was just wrong...and talking to annisah about the video that was sent to both of us last night about a giant pimple
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNOxn-paCHs
watch if you dare!.....
so english continued on and on talking about memento and journeys and blah blah blah...so glad when these prelims are over...
so english was over and it was time for music....and music prac FTW!...this is one of my favourite subjects because its spent with amy in the muic prac room having the time of my life =)...heres but today we were joined by some more people from my music class and heres pretty much how it unfolded katie playing the piano, amy playing the drums in time with katie, singing this love by maroon 5, followed by jade and maggie joining the group and singing tears in heaven while jade tried to mimick amy....group leaves and me and amy are back together...jimmy walks in amy outplays him jimmy walks out, bells rings.
yes the best times are had in music class....this was followed by lunch....this started off as a time to do hw i had not done, but quickly turned into a tanning session of highlighter fights, penis drawings on my arm and tying brad shoelaces together in a knot...and mr chandil dragging brad by his shoelaces..haha i love our lunch times... (Y)
art was next and it was the final sculptures being shown, shauns tea kettle, natasa wood piece and emma worms..which kept miss entertained for at least 40 mins...the last 40 minute were spent learning to write and essay, how fun....countdown started and it was hometime on the bus....me and carmen talking about tomorow then she left and me "fingering" jacques hair....off the bus and then the final descent down to my house, which was spent dancing to the new italian song my mgb had sent me....<3 <3 <3...so i got home to find out that my brother going to the drag races and going to see john race!...i was hurt because i ALWAYS go to the drags...its like the best place to see some really good looking guys while have the best time laughing at the pit crew and of course driving around the pits in the gold cart and of course laughing at all the people sitting in the stands while i get the corporate box (Y)...i love knowing people....but hopefully i will get to see john before he goes back to QLD...anyways, tonight is spent getting ready for tomorow, studying and writing essays....fun....well thats all for now
( i need a sign off here)
xoxo
KirRawr

I Also Fed Some Ducklings

so they day started off like any other, woke up got dressed watched the news while doing my hair and singing to tokiohotel when suddenly people decide to have a little chat on msn, miss lorber winges about school (normal..hahah love you bubs!) and chantelle tells me she has a certain cake waiting for me....*sigh* anyways i went outside for my quick 5 minute look at the people i live with and then the usual, slip the shoes on and yell ill be in the car...the only convo i have in the morning with them it seems....except for the stories that he tires to tell me, where i zone out into nothingness...seriously i listen more in class than i do to him....anywyas..i finally made it to school after having yet again a near miss car accident because he wasnt paying attention...i swear im not gonna make it in the car over these next 2 weeks....anyhow, i got to school right on the bell to walk down to our morning spot to find channy jacque and jess waiting for me and channy giggling and holding a box....which i had to carry around for roll call and p 1+2...thank god it was music prac time...

me and my mgb had our usual room after our practise of our performance and laughing about a floater....(inside joke) i somehow ended up on the drums....and let me say i can play the drums pretty good...even act like that cadbury gorilla haha amy: the high hat has an erection for you!" haha i love this girl...she makes the sun shine on the darkest of days (Y) so after we both had our little play on the drums and my epic fail on the piano trying to play my immortal by evanescence....the bell rang and it was time for recess....

heres how it unfold...

"open the cake"

"im a little scared to....lets wait for channy"

*channy walks and sits down*

"shit"

opens lid to find this

yes it was my birthday on tuesday....and this was my cake that was made for me by the wonderful cake maker chantelle....this however was a funny recess of people liking nipples and eating "vaj" cake and hiding it from teachers and junior students...

then the bell rang and it was torture time in hospo...yearly notification was handed out *sigh* yearlys...just another stress week to try and make students feel more depressed about not being able to do good in school... screw prelims!....

anyhows boring hospo lesson the only good thing was stealing christina's ring which she stuck up her nose...she says she cleaned it...i hope she did....any how next it was pdhpe time.....casual teacher so not much work was done....and it was me thinking about anything and everything dirty...soon there was a bet that i couldnt last the rest of the day without saying somthing dirty.....i new i could so i took the bet......i lost.

now it was lunch time....the best time of the day...we got lunch and headed to our spot on the oval where marija, amy and i started to make use of our time by tanning...the teachers thought we were freaks and pretened to be our busboys...im still waiting for my drink...while the rest of the group planned late night where i wasnt invited because they were going to get my presents...well a good tanning session and brad throwing grass on amys vaj, it was music time where we started doing past hsc papers to practise for our prelims...all i say is...FUCK YOU PRELIMS!....

english was boring today...natasa got moved today...lucky not all of us...and then finally home time....where i have to spend 30 mins of my day listening to juniors be so childish...thank god jacque finally yelled at them and that kept the trip quite...ipod ftw though....so i got off the bus, walked home to find only allen home (Y) so it was a quick snack and then off to homework....and yea thats pretty much my day from waking up to falling asleep...so yea till next time

<3

KirRawr

Wasting time on a wednesday night

welcome to the first actual post from my view that isnt about silent j devirginating my blog....<3 you silent j!
so i could make this a boring blog and write alll about my day but i think im just gonna write about my more eventful afternoon...and have a winge...i needed a place to winge
soo english i got moved for laughing at some guy leaf blowing....but only cause jacque made me picture him falling off the roof....still makes me laugh now...then i had to give a presentation in visual arts about my sculpture...seems everyone thought the perspex pipe i took off my sculpture was for me to snort coke....and the white sugar in the box didnt help either...but either way epic fail there...sorry matt but your a hard person to represent in a sculpture...anywayyyysssssss......finally lunch (Y) where the topic was soft serve ice-cream and how i am apparently the sluttiest person in the group...honestly i am not...brads more of a slut then i am....haha lol...after the ending result of nina finding a spider on her bag and having the year 10's telling her to shut up..it was torture session of music... (told you i would winge) where me and amy my wonderful mgb are now performing together for MADD night and yet have no clue what we are going to perform...and man these nails are pissing me off while typing....a little off topic but get used to it...finally surprise aural test was over and nick as signora ciapponi was soon in the topic the bell rang....and it was a bus ride home to find an empty house and me without a key to get inside the garage...SEE MATT MY COURTYARD DOOR KEY WAS TAKEN OFF MY KEYS...lol anyways...i ended up finding an open door..great security we have at our place dont we? *rolls eyes* so after amazingly getting in the house i decided to relax before getting ready to go skating...nope 10 minutes later my brother comes home yelling at me about matthew coming over and staying the night for my birthday the night before...even though i got the ok from the mentors... (1 1/2 weeks left) and suddenly a full yelling match had started and tbh i never knew i could scream so loud...that the house echo'd down to the billards room...i was proud of myself but know my throat is paying for it now...so after that "little" fight that could be heard in Italy, i called up sarah to frustrated to go skating and told what happened....gotta love my coach, she takes my side for everything =) so she told me to stay home and relax especially since im her most "accident prone skater" and im clumsy enough when im not annoyed id just be worse now...anyways ive now spent my entire night in my room only going out for dinner and having to make sure my brother wasnt home...silent treatment time....anyways...i think i have now ranted alll i want to rant...im gonna try and blog everyday but if i cant well no loss...
xoxo
KirRawr

Devirginisation for silent j

this is for my wonderful silent j
i love her more then she loves me
and because i devirginiated her blog, she gets to devirginqate mine =D
ENJOY

xoxo