I Know I'm Who I Am Today Because I Knew You

ok quick simple and short

friday woke up with no voice.
after a day of torment from friends screaming
"what speak louder"
and from teachers
" omg the transvestite is back"
*puts hand in air to answer question sir looks over and turns away then i squeak
"SIR"
"oh sorry i didnt hear you kirra what was that squeak down the back?"
"Fuck you sir" ......he just laughed -_-'
and of course Mrs Verter
"kirra whats up with you?"
"i have no voice"
*quietly* " YES!"

then friday night i left for canberra to see courtney, paul and jazzy for courtneys birthday.
went to dinner
italian so therefore nice =)
saturday means shopping, so mum took me to DFO and Brand Depot. Didnt buy much but it was fun, came home slept and then woke up and spent the day going from msn to watching desperate housewives back to homework then msn back to homework

monday means work

while tuesday means MADD night.
ive invited a couple of people and have to buy a couple of last minute tickets.....IVANA lol
but it should be fun =) i always love performing, gives me that extra boost in confidence and always makes my grandfather proud of me =)
so thats it for now.
back to homework
xoxo
KirRawr

I Could've Danced All Night And Still Have Begged For More =)

That title pretty much sums up this past 2 days....
funny shit
LMAO
after a couple of laughing sessions with Matthew dragoslav that shall remain nameless. i went to work.
like i said i love work.
i spent sometime when not at the window serving bitching and having fun convosations with colleen and bianca =)
....TRAMP! LMAO
anyways so that was the entertainment for the night =)
went to school with a massive energy boost =)
great day....
i cooked today in hospo...that wasnt that nice but then i had my MADD night auditions...got in...score =)
so its gonna be the same song i sung last sunday
well i got work in 1 hour another tuesday night with clean-up butttttt it should be fun =)
i just relised i use =) wayy too much but im just in such an awesome mood atm that =) is the best thing ever!. LMAO
see after everything that has happened, i really don care what people think of me anymore....dont like my personality?, my awesomeness?, or the way i can be friendly with people without wanting anything more to come from it? well haha thats your loss not mine.
see i sometimes judge people, but this only happens when im really stressed or not in the best of moods, but i try to give them a chance because they may be one of the greatest people ive met =)
and honestly you can call me whatever you want, slut, whore, bitch, stuck up, brat, tramp, worthless and honestly i dont really care =)
ive learnt to deal with whatever comes my way =) and handle it in a mature way =)
so take this into consideration =)
ttfn =)
xoxo
KirRawr

Kiss Me Goodbye Im Defying Gravity

well been a while since a last blogged...but heres the update in quick form...

• drama
• singing
• school
• work
• wicked
• drama
• singing
• party
• work
• school

it pretty much continues like that....

soo im gonna start from the last thursday that passed....

i went to the ballet with mum and rob, it was entertaining...men dancing in tutu's...never thought i would actually see that =P

soo after my entertaining thursday night came the fun art workshop, where i spent the day painting with different mediums...alot of fun, except most of my pictures that were meant to look like a rams head or seed pods, came out like penis'...what can i say im talented...LOL

anyways

friday night saw one of the best nights, Nickelback live at acer arena with a full concert expirience....

i felt like i V.I.P walking around with my pass, appitisers and free drinks before the show, first access to the arena so i was right up the front followed by free ice cream afterwards =)

the concert was awesome, chad is gorgeous and winked at me =)...id be his groupie anyday ;), they had awesome pyrotechnics and even beer o clock....this involved chad throwing cups of beer into the crowd and making the crowd smell like beer while trying to get drunk with the drops that were left in the cup...but the night was ruined by 2 girls high on extacy with their shirts off...no guys they still had their bra's on...

saturday came an eventful day of making invites to my sisters engagement party...oh yea my sister finally got engaged after 5 years soo congratulations bella =)

soo invite making, then having to restick diamontes on to a top hat so they wouldnt fall off on saturday night at my comp.

while getting ready for my comp i

• burnt my chest with a curling wand
• screwed my eyeliner up and poked my eye with the pencil
• sprayed hairspray in my eye
• put a hole in my stockings
• and ran out of time so i had to put the rest of my makeup on in the car....

though i made it there on time, i failed really badly...just after going on for my warm up i became short of breath and hyperventilated...and no it wasnt nerves...

now dont get me wrong i still skated well, emotionally, but physically i was not in the best of shape that day.

so i left not sure what i came, came home had a shower, checked facebook and went to sleep for the next day.

the concert.

i was up at 6:30am today to be at camden by 8:00 for a sound check when my concert didnt start till 10:00

but either way, i went, waited a while listening to my song, done my make-up and got dressed to walk down stairs to find eloise...once glance and she came over just to comment on my appearence...=) i love my singing teacher the best person ever =)

i went to help with the wigglebugs to help them get ready for their dances while trying to warm up.

so it was my turn on stage, i sung really well got alot of stares from a certain person....LOL, and eloise said my performance skills were excellent i only had to work on my breathing.

so it was backstage till the finale were it was over 30 degrees on the stage and i had to stand there with a black full length dress -_-' hot...i think so.

so after my concert i walked out to find my grandfather with that proud look in his eye making my self confidence boost just a little :) and he took me out for lunch as well :) ohh yea

so i came home, much cooler i say, done some hw (it always comes up in a blog) then went over to matthew dragoslav's place for his dads b'day, i spent most of the night playing mario kart with him and eating cake....LOL

then came home went to sleep, got up and went to school........ugh

too hot 2day.....and in the words of chad "i love australia, theres just one thing missing........o-zone"

well thats all for now... gotta get ready for work

xoxox

KirRawr