Till Now I Always Got By On My Own I Never Really Cared Until I Met You...

So things still arnt back to normal, and after many cries on the phone and at night i think i have no tears left to cry.

so last week found me trying on endless dresses and watching the bride try on endless bridal gowns trying to find the perfect one that would make her feel like a princess on her special day.
this started on monday and finished on friday.
for the first couple of hours courts tried on her gowns and each one looked amazing on her.
then after courtney exhausted from trying on each gown that would take about 30 minutes to put on, courtney flops on the lounge exhausted and says ok girls your turn ive had enough.
this cues the lady going to get me a peach coloured dress and daniela getting a bright pink coloured gown.
the most ugliest dresses we've ever seen.
and yes i had to try it on...
i walked out to look like a giant peach.
daniela in the middle of getting changed had to walk out with only a bra and jeans on. meanwhile we all rofld so hard i couldnt even stand.
then after looking in the mirror i came to the conclusion when wearing these dresses that i wouldnt walk down the isle i would fly and then started flapping my arms with the dress following....and daniela followed.
they were taken off quickly and then tried on dress after dress...it wasnt until we got to calabro 4 stores down that courtney found something she liked. we tried it on, all liked it and then finally had an idea for a dress.
this was until courtney was told that calabro are going into resevership.
fail!
so tuesday courtney wanted to take a break so i started on my M.T.P and kept going till i had to go to work...
work on a tuesday night with Lisa, Bianca and Rebbeca.
OH SO MUCH FUN!
i walked in and kim hadnt shown for her shift, so i was put on front counter with Jason. cue the "omg your a failure you fail at everything"...-_-' thanks jason... LOL
so i spent most of my night out the back with the girls helping them out...haha suffer jason! LOL
while out the back we came up with the brillant idea we all needed to go out we all want to go see the princess and the frog so cue omg when arnt you working next uhhh thursday awesome lets go then! so i now had a planned day for thursday....
wednesday i was asked out for Putt Putt for Deans 18th. Happy Birthday Dean! so waiting at lcc for the andersons and culusso's to get there when they did we did the normal thing. pay get ball and sticks and go out the back.
we separated into 3 groups to make it easier, i was with courts and paul while dean went with luke and kieran.
i fail miserably at putt putt. but my first shot was a hole in one while courtney and pauls consited over 8 or 9 shots followed by restart! i thought i may acutally have a chance at winning. well i was wrong. i ended up with 8 over par which put me in last place and a burnt face and back by then end of the course.
while complaining about my score kieran came up to me with
"its ok just think you won at coming last"....-_-' yes well you won soo shhhh  =P
so the after noon was spent looking at suits for the guys for the wedding.
i got a little bored and so did kieran so we found dome wheelie chairs which ended us in wheelie chair pole dancing, wheelie chair running, pushing each other away with our feet and spinning each other will we are dizzy....or the chair falls over.
oh and my chair making fart noises everytime i turned around.....it was a great way to break the awkward silence. =)
on thursday it was mums turn look at dresses. so we went to narellen to have a look and couldnt find anything while i ran into the mall to get my dress for the engagment =) i love it
and then went in the car back to campbelltown to have a look at the bridal store there.
it was meant to be for mum but courtney had found some dresses so she tried them on....once again gorgeous!
then it was mums turn, she tried on dress after dress and didnt like many because of the colour...but she has to wear it cause thats what matches us =)
so after mum had tried on hers she wanted me to try on debutante gowns.
so i tried on white dress after white dress liking many but i fell in love with 1 alfred angelo gown...i think thats the one as well.
but not wanting to choose straight away i left it and am going to keep looking.
friday came more dress shopping.
so we went back to the bridal shop and found my debut gown as a bridesmaid dress. well she wants that..but a shorter version....i couldnt help but laugh!
after that we went and picked up deans cake for the night and then after dropping it home we went to another bridal store where courtney tried on some more dresses....even ones that i wanted to get her into and some ugly ones me and daniela picked out...such a laugh! but one she didnt want looked amazing on her...but anyway we went and had a look at more bridesmaid dresses...when she couldnt find any she liked we went back to her car and went to stockies to have some lunch. it was here we found that courtney's car had been hit while we were in the bridal store, so she rang paul and mum and they told her to go back...we did and found the car that was next to us before sill there.
so me and daniela went inside to try and find him no luck.
so courts rang the police and we ended up sitting in the car space next to us and talking about the hens night while courtney talked to paul and rob.
soo excited about the hens night and bridal showers...hehe ill be able to go on the hens night =D
so then courtney came and joined us and started talking about more wedding stuff and how she wants us all at home the night before to have a few drinks....and of course paul thinks we are going to have a pillow fight in lingerie...
well then while we got bored we started putting important dates in our diary then the police came.....while courts and paul talked we went back to our planning....LOL
so while all the normal things were going on daniela turned to me and said.....does my partner have a nice tight ass.....i need to know for dancing....LMAO
i ran to tell paul and he burst out laughing....haha sorry kieran!
so we went back home after all that and got ready for deans party that night.
we got there about 7ish and he had already had 3 beers...i sat with lily and then it had started to form the Antioch group, it was so good to see Antioch after soo long.
then after a little while lily wanted to go see craig and chris so we went and sat down with them then everyone started to sit down with us...alot of them were drinking so they were tipsy and making my night so entertaining.
then after the cake and dean had got one of his presents ( a deep sea fishing trip) it was back on the drinks and the nutbush came on....well dean ran up to do the nutbush with jackson....this was the start of it....this was followed by the macarena (i got this one on video) followed by dean giving luke a lap dance and starting to strip and the call for the night after the skittles vodka "DEEP SEA FISHING WOOH!" which was enough to make everyone start laughing and of course all this was recorded and then this started kieran following me around with video camera....and micheal following with the camera...LOL
so the night started to end and people started to leave.
by then end it was just a couple people left sitting outside till about 2:30 which is when i went to bed....i woke up the next morning and came home....and yes i spent the day doing my M.T.P.
finished a practise skirt, corset and hat while the rest of the family and rob cleaned for the engagement party next saturday...i feel like i have acomplished alot =)
so as you can see ive been busy this week, but i find if i keep busy the pain is a little less
so till next time
xoxo
KirRawr